So many times I wanted to shout to you and say, "Please stay with me! Don't leave my side: I can't stand to be without you! I need you by my side.....Please"
Then there is that part of me that cries, "Go, leave me. I can't stand you!" It's not you personally, but what you do! You drive me to the point of insanity! Why? Why do I care so much for you?! yet I just smile at you, and cry to myself late in the night.
Maybe it's your smile that draws me in, the smile that I could once trust. Perhaps it's the arms that I once thought could bring safety that I long to be held in again. Perhaps it's your charming personality that you display in front of most people?
No.
No, I know what it is. It's just you- because your personality is ever changing. I can't tell if I care about you or not. This is why it hurts. This is why my heart can never be mended.
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