The release

My Beloved,


I am so truly blessed. I have a home, clothes on my back, food in my belly and am surrounded with a church family that loves me and supports me. They may not always "get me", but they love me nonetheless.


I went to my Chicken Soup study last week and it was not an easy lesson. Then again, when you are working through life issues that help you to understand why you have made some of the choices that were not in your best interest, you truly start to gain understanding. 


I am the midst of reading so much material that God has brought before me. You can see some of them listed on the main page of the blog (Good Reads). God is really pressing in on me to deal with my "stuff". I feel like he has me in a wine press, and just when I think I can't let go of any more tears, he has me work on another area of my life, to discover another layer of junk to be removed and then he "presses" in again so I can let go of that pain.


I just posted probably one of the most difficult and taxing things I have written in my life. It was almost as emotionally draining yet rewarding as "my story"  that my Pastor had asked me for a sermon series he was doing at my home church. I also shared a post on the  Living Proof Live that shared this current journey I am sharing with each of you. (when I last checked it was comment #7 from the top of page 3). 


It has been a huge release in my spirit the more I "Let Go" of my husband and Let God work things out. He is providing for my physical, mental and emotional needs.  GOD is amazing and I am so blessed to be his child.


Do not be afraid to LET GO and LET GOD. He can do amazing things. Just trust him.


You are in my thoughts and prayers.


Love in Christ always,
Akuas Keiki